I don't want drama in my life.

But here I am. I just got myself into a car crash today. The whole bumper drops onto the road. The motorcyclist falls from the bike. No injury. Everything's fine. Except all the curse words from malay and the makcik who fall from the bike. I went blank. TOTALLY BLANK. Luckily, some nice chinese people either the passer by or the shop owner come to me and tell me not to feel scared. I feel so grateful to them. You must feel really strange why i mention chinese and malay. Sorry I have to say, here I live in Malaysia, where everything is 'SATU MALAYSIA'. That one is probably the saddest part for me in this whole accident thing. Here people judge you based on your skin color. I do not mean all of them, it happens to be majority.

The traffic jam. My car stucks in the middle of the road, waiting for the policeman to come so that report can be made. A lot of people talk to me how to handle the accidents. A lot of stranger, a lot of kind stranger who is willing to stop and help. I am guessing most of the people just pop out their head to see what's so interesting. Even people from DAP (politics) comes to offer help. I do not have such experience before, let alone to say how to react or respond to such situation. That is just a minute, my soul is like leaving my body and I could not hear the whispering from all of the people around. I am the one who is alive and everyone remains static. I look around and could not believe the car crash, the falling of motorcyclist, the malay people cursing, the strangers offer help, the traffic jam, the traffic police, people taking pictures for evidence, the car insurance thing, the compensation, the giving of telephone number, four or five trailers come to the scene are actually all because of me. I wish I could collapse at that moment. =(

Tomorrow still need to make the police report.